I remember that time at the Dengkou train station, heading to Baotou. I surged onto the train with a crowd of strangers, not knowing where the future would lead. But the anticipation I felt for what lay ahead was unforgettable. This is probably what people mean by “being hopeful,” right? God’s creation is subtle and unwavering.
Thinking back now, how did I manage to hold my head high and cross half the globe, arriving penniless and alone to fulfill a dream of “homecoming”? I don’t really remember that same sense of anticipation from boarding the train, but in the days that followed, stepping into an utterly unfamiliar city, I was never alone. I never went hungry. I weathered a winter with temperatures below -30 degrees Fahrenheit and swirling snow, yet I was never afraid.
Today, when worries about the future creep in, that moment of stepping onto the train comes to mind again. It is a strong testament that we should never forget to believe, and then believe again because in times of uncertainty, God’s hand will always be there to hold us up and lead us to safety and fulfillment.
I’m sharing some moments from that distant past in Baotou to remind my future self to be grateful again.
- Working on a painting in the two-story apartment I rent. The room is on the 11th floor, facing the river. I can see fireworks and fairs right outside my window.
- I found a second job teaching yoga and Pilates in downtown, near my apartment. I spend every day here, trying to stay active and strong.
- I teach Creative English. Please see my other post about this.
- Here’s my friend, Lei. I gave him an English name, George. George brings me breakfast almost every morning. Our favorite thing is to explore local eateries, from pancakes to spicy foods. And we are loyal patrons of a local spa – the first spa I’ve ever been to! People can watch movies, eat, play games, and even sleep there.
- When life took unexpected turns. We will find warmth in friendship, good slaughters
Creativity is the source of all.
